I Am...

I am a daughter, A sister, A grandaughter, a neice, A cousin and a friend, I am a partner, A student, A young girl and a grown woman, i am confident and scared, I am terrified and excited, I am loving and caring, Yet thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired, I am shy and friendly, Careful and careless, I am broken yet whole, i am misunderstood, misguided and Mislead, I am hardworking and determined, But a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams, I pray to god and cry my tears, I smile on the outside while i am dying on the inside, I listen to others who won't listen to me, I walk on egg shells and i walk on fire, I believe in passion But not true love, I love you yet i push you away, I want you but not so close, I am everything and nothing all at once, and yet, All i want is for you to love me.